May 22, 2018
It is almost that time, so Congratulations on Graduation!!!!
Earning a bachelor’s degree is a very big deal and a huge accomplishment. There is a great deal of work involved, and persistence and determination.
I believe that you have truly applied yourself and gained much from this experience. I hope that you have learned how to learn, and how to think analytically, and that you have been exposed to a great amount of ideas, viewpoints, and opinions, and have had to develop your own thinking and analysis to issues and situations.
I also hope that you are an avid “lifelong learner” and this is only a step in your continuing education and development.
In my experience, college and being devoted to learning and education and development of the mind is one of the most worthwhile activities in one’s life.
Which leads me to the topic of “patience”, and change making. I have had a lifetime of struggle with being patient. My mentors continually counseled me about being patient. My grandmother and mother taught me a lot about gardening, with the ever present message of being patient. Time can be on my side and can be an asset, very useful tool.
And, over time, one can observe and see patterns and trends that otherwise would not be observable or discernable.
I see the benefit of patience in my art and music, too. Time is actually a very good teacher, and it takes the passage of time for the body and brain to fully learn and develop. And, probably why I am attracted to Zen Buddhism, as a spiritual practice and source of wisdom, letting time move and being in the moment.
Yet, the tension for me is that I know I am often ready to move on, that I have learned my life lessons in a place and the experience, and enough is enough. Let’s get it on! I’m really a “get it done, now, already” kind of guy. I don’t suffer fools well, and when the lessons are learned, why wait around?
Yet, when I have to wait, I observe more, and I think more, and I probably learn the lessons of the experience better, and then able to teach those lessons better to others. And, to remember and “do” something with the experience in a better way. My “product” is better because it has more time to ripen, to come into its true form. And, I guess, to confirm my hypotheses and conclusions. A period of testing, refining, perfecting.
Intellectually, I have come to peace about that waiting process. I’m not sure if I have come to peace about that spiritually, though. I’ve concluded that karma is real and comes about over time, sometimes a really long time. But, if I can wait it out, then karma is sweet and is to be savored. I try not to be a revengeful person, but there is a proverb that says that revenge is a dish best served cold.
Perhaps the better, more Zenlike approach, is to be the actor for positive action and change, going around the roadblock and the evil, and building a better road for others. And, if good actions are stymied, then being satisfied with being the example, the exception that proves the rule, and thereby the force for change and new thinking.
There’s another saying about good people doing what others are saying can’t be done. I’ll look that up, because that is probably a good motto for my life. Over time, I’ve noticed that what I thought has been revolutionary is seen by others new to the scene as an existing, functioning phenomenon that is accepted as “always being there”. Truly a successful revolution.
Often, what I’ve found, is that real change occurs in seemingly random, spontaneous conversations. The grocery store, at a gathering, maybe lunch with a friend. Those little conversations are really the gems, the gold to be mined, to engage and enliven people and give them permission to have the good, the deep conversations and searches. Other tools, other works, such as writing and music and art, are more the examples, the stimulators of those conversations and experiences. They provide the metaphors, so one can talk about scary things in a safe way.
Can I suggest that this time is gold for you? You have climbed the mountaintop, and you see things now for what they really are. And, in not too long of a time, you will leave the undergraduate world and not have the current struggle, the current experience. That impending end can be liberating in its own way. You see the truth and know it. Others may find the truth to be too scary, too real, and thus avoid it.
Thus, a teaching moment for you, space and time to plant some seeds of thought and ideas, and of encouragement to others in their work.
The revolution for you has already begun, and you are planting those seeds of change right now, where you are at. Not flashy or noisy. Education takes many forms. Others find that scary, something that needs to be limited, constrained, and yes, imprisoned.
It will be exciting to see how your journey unfolds. I hope you are open to what will come your way, and that you will take risks, and opportunities, and plunge into the unknown and uncertain. And, anything you attempt in good faith will not be a dead end or a “wasted” opportunity. Gold is where you find it.
Neal C. Lemery